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juliet8488 wrote on May 2

You look way too sad. :(

billy41259 wrote on May 2

summertime is hard on me- too many dreaded anniverseries- or i couldve just been exhausted- all the calls that everyone dreads getting in their lives -i've already gotten-- and much more besides- i try not to let it show- but i guess its too hard to hide- i took these pictures- if spmeone else did i would try to smile- one person took it for vanity- she didnt know me as well as she thought for i was merely trying to put on a brave face so that she would not remember me as sad as you see me here- its true but she thought she knew better and never heard a word i said anyway-- or didnt want to- it was that important for her to be right- so i just let it go-- i will be myself and let the chips fall where they may- no more brave faces when i feel like crying

juliet8488 wrote on May 3

Ahh yes, the brave face when we feel like crying. There's always someone in our life who expects that, or we expect it of ourselves, or we've just been trained to think that that's just the way we are supposed to handle things. There's a time and place for everything, but you're right...you have to go with what you feel. I don't know what you've been through, but it sounds like a lot and I'm sorry to see you so sad. A big hug to you, Billy, if that helps at all.

billy41259 wrote on May 4

every hug helps- if you read the blog then youd know some of it- but i dont recommend reading it.- hugs for you too- billy

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