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Jul 4, '08 6:45 AM
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im sick of everything- and cant do this anymore- so if theres anything anyone wants here get it now

Jun 14, '08 11:29 PM
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dont seem to be working- wonder if its me- or multiply- or something else- does anything on here work?-- let me know - if i'm wasting my time--

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GIVING YOUR ALL

Jun 12, '08 4:30 PM
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and an elephants faithful one hundred percent

always felt sorry for horton--
remember being mesmerized by the pictures in scuffy the tugboat
whats around the next corner?
whats over the next rise?
whats beyond the horizon?
what does forever mean?
what does "nothing" mean?
you can't have the two words "being" and "nothing" in the same sentence applying it to the same thing at the same time.
the only thing that does not exist in the universe is "nothing". nothing is equivalent to no-thing.
there will come a time when everything that can happen has already happened.. that is when the universe dies.
the question is not "if a tree falls in the forest and no-one is there to hear it etc.."-- the real question is- does the forest even exist?
does the universe die when i die? or only for me?
if "sum over histories" is true- then i hope that all my alter selves are much happier than i am
i hope none of them left st louis
or i hope that none of them ever heard of st louis
am i so goddamn different from everyone in such a bad way that not one person will ever like me?
i am officially one day closer to my death
- and one day closer to contentment

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going going........

Jun 8, '08 3:17 PM
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i'm wondering if i can erase all traces of myself on the web- disappear as completely here as i am in real life.. can i remember all the stupid sites ive joined?- can i still pay my bills online?- i dunno- there are people that i knew long ago that i can find no trace of on here or in real life-- i bet i can do it-- if i have the energy..

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tired

May 24, '08 3:39 PM
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and have run out of things to say- really just too bummed to talk- done what i can- -- maybe another day-- another day

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today is forever

May 11, '08 5:59 PM
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"It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest that I go to than I have ever known."

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day after april 24th 2008

Apr 25, '08 10:43 PM
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my mom wouldve been 79 yesterday- but her life stopped when i was 33- and now i am 49- and was far from home when that happened- and there were no messages on my phone- no knocks at the door-

and i live- one tear at a time

nothing lasts forever

NOTHING lasts forever

and no one ive ever met knows the difference between those two lines

ive always known

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